Combusted...?!

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Remember the aftermath of the bees in Bee Movie when they won their honey back?
I feel like one of them.
Sometimes I feel like sleeping for a whole day out of boringness.

I've done nothing constructive during the holidays.
Maybe I've trained my fingers to click and move the mouse more accurately?
Saddening isn't it, when you're alone, with only the computer as your companion.
And when you turn it on, all the people in your favorites list aren't online?
You play a computer game, people flame you for being such a 'noob'?
You turn it off, and once again, there's nothing else to do...?

The party I hosted during the holidays was a total disaster.
Yet again not a single girl could come. (for a whole day that is)
Well, I could blame anyone, but who else but me?
It just dawned on me that their parents could've been really scared of their safety?
Especially if it's a boy hosting the event?

Maybe I shouldn't think of any parties till I understand how the third party feels.
In the meantime, I shall let the compassionate ones do it.
And let my soul drift into dreamland, enjoying the serenity of what my bedroom can give...

Ciao...

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As most of you know, I'm leaving Catholic high for Alice Smith International.
I didn't expect such amazing responses from you all!
Thank you so much!

Throughout my time in this school, I've made alot of friends, and gained interesting and useful knowledge.
Many activities I have joined, in which most of them were fantastic!
But out of all, Choral Speaking and Class Drama are the ones that remain strongly in my head.
(Or maybe it's because they were the recent ones...? O.o)
Teamwork was essential for success, and that was proven through our triumph in Choral Speaking.
And even the slightest unnecessary additions to the recipe can destroy the whole cake.
I guess the C.S team know what I mean.

Class Drama was one of the greatest activities I've ever joined.
It has, and will always leave a big impact on me.
When John and I were fighting for the Raoul act, I was really worried, for I liked that role.
I can't act the bad guy, come on...
So it's time to tell you all a little secret.
And some of you might hate me for this, for no sportsmanship was displayed in me...
When John was leading by seven votes, it was only a few days before the results would be announced.
So, I downloaded every web browser available.
Firefox, Google Chrome, Safari, Opera etc.
And used each one to cast a vote.
Saddening isn't it?
I have recieved my payback with the postponed date for drama.
So I have no more worries.
To those whom I hurt, I give my sincerest apologies.

Anyways, during training, I have to thank one person greatly.
Lim Yin Yin.
Thank you for helping me through.
Without you, practise to me would have been something to do repeatedly without a goal.
You have diminished that fact, and have let me see it in a whole new light.
Chong Han Khai too.
You're funny, but great in motivating.
:)

I shall try to take this opportunity to thank all the people I've met in my secondary life.
Some may not be in this school, mind you.

First and foremost, John.
You could not imagine my shock when you applied for the PKT job way back in class 1A3.
I was like: Can this joker take care of the class?
Well, you proved me wrong.
The 24 Venuses were treated like queens, at least. :P

Since then, I forgot when we became good friends.
But I remember you were a great friend.
When someone was in need, you would go all out to help that person.
Maybe that's why you're so popular with the girls...
Anyway, the memories I shall not forget.
Thank you.

Next up is Jun Wei (Brandon) (Tau Foo Fah) etc.
Though you have changed since we first met in 2002, your personality has not moved one bit.
You're still pushy, bossy, and cool.
Though it may have lost some of its sparkle...
(gets bombarded by bullets)

But, you are still the great friend I know, and I thank you for that.
You have helped me in so many ways, it would fill up this whole page.
Good luck in your years ahead.

To Cecelia.
I don't know how much I owe you.
Since Ren Ming shouted that news in front of the whole class, it must have been in your memory ever since.
What if that thing never happened?

It's already Form 2, but it swirls in the minds of everyone, bound to something which will never let go.
So I'm really sorry for that incident way back when.

Thank you for everything you have done for me, although it may not be obvious.
It has been a pleasure knowing you.

And... Yong Sue Ann.
You were my only former schoolmate/classmate in 1A3.
But, though same class same school, you have blossomed into someone well known.
Your unique ability to juggle both schoolwork and sports has given me the determination to excel in tennis (though it didn't really go out well...)

You are a good listener, actually.
You kept quiet when I was chattering away in the car one evening.
Come to think of it, I feel so sorry for that...
O.o

Next up: Lee Chun Xian.
When I needed some company, I would always look for you.
Here, I would like to say sorry and thank you.
Sorry for being such a parasite...
(lol)

(they just get shorter [sorry for those at the bottom])

Eunice Lai.
Funny?
You may think so.
But being the glamour girl she is, I decided to take more pictures of myself.
LOL...

Fong Ren Ming.
Yes, yes, I know.
But because of him, I've learnt that some things are just meant to be kept to yourself.
Plus, you're an expert in the classical music field, and I've learnt a lot from you.

Jordan Lee.
The obese girl, as Jun Wei used to call you.
But I admire your ability to lead groups with such efficiency.
And the courage to take everything in your stride.

Yap Rui Zhi
Just like John, you care much for your friends.
But make sure your attentiveness be focused on Ruey Ying alone.
Don't make her feel like she's just 'one of em'.

Lim Yin Yin and Chong Han Khai
(for those blind freaks, please refer to the top)

Phang Jin Hong.
For teaching me to solve the rubiks cube.
Period.

Lee Tien Sern and Ng Tian Yi.
For making me...
For making me fee...
For...
Pfft...
Haha...
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Chin Wai Leng
For giving us reasons to tease you.
Though your extraordinary marks leave us dumbmouthed.

Thum Tat Shing.
Your smile is contagious!
Your laugh is contagious!
You're everything that attracts!
:)

Audrey Siew
Kudos to Choral speaking.
I wouldn't have known you if it wasn't for that.
Thanks for the...
(something)

Aileen Loo
Lolx
You and Audrey really make a team.
Why I was humiliated terribly when both of you played the piano...
Which made me push myself harder.

And maybe an extra person...?
Yee Shin.
Though we've never officially seen each other, you make a great pen pal.
Of course, it all started off with Cecelia's chatbox, so I'd better thank her for that. :)

Sorry if any of your names were not mentioned above.
For time is running short, and there's no time to say it all.
But remember, after I leave, if you need me, just give me a call.
I'll be on 24/7.
Terms and conditions apply.*

*Yes, 24/7 UNLESS:

#My handphone goes kaput
# My dog ate it
#Battery flat liao
#In deep sleep mode
#Forgot to bring handphone out
#Have tuition lar
#Talking with a girl on the phone.

Cheers! ^^

More...

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Lol, more poems??
Okay, this (and the previous two) poem(s) has(ve) a secret meaning in it. (I hate singular and plural forms...)
I challenge you all to decipher it, my fellow classmates!

Waves

Tenderly the waves,
as they brush the starboard,
bearing no harm
to my mentality.
But will it always be calm?

Night time sharpens,
awakening the devil within,
bearing immeasurable danger
to my mentality.
But land isn't far away!

Sad, remorseful,
lost in a dilemma.
Should I let the waves engulf my ship,
as I row away
to safety?

But leaving my reputation in a wreck!

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Here's another really short one. :)

Gone is summer, when rays shine brightly.
Gone is autumn, when colours fall modestly.
Gone is winter, when snow descend.
Now that it's spring, when would it end?

*-*-*-*-*

This one is stupid.
Don't bother to comment on it.

Liquid Paper

Liquid Paper
Liquid Paper
Liquid Paper

Liquid Paper!

*-*-*-*-*

And here are the videos. (yes, more)
Here to destroy your ears with distortion and shrieking noises.
Of course, I'm not binding you with a contract, so you can scram whenever you want.
:)

Fur Elise

The Little Negro

Cheers!

Poem...

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Hah, poems seem to be the trend nowadays.
Here's one with a mordern touch (okay, I'm too lazy to rhyme... :P)

P.S: For the curious, I made this in 15 minutes.

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The time is now.
I shall arise, and take flight.
To a place, where I long to be.
To dwell for a night.
I stand in this new light.
Happy, reluctant to flee.

Then, I look back.
To see the wake behind me.
Oh, what bliss.
Realizing the rest one step behind me.
But, it makes me miss,
Miss the time before we seperated.
Remorseful...

But, on I shall go.
For time stops for no one.
As morning creeps,
Apathetically.
I spread my wings.
Soaring to a new level.
Alone...?

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Here's another one, similar to the first one.
P.S: For the curious, it took me 45 minutes...!
(I told you I can't rhyme!)

It is time to leave,
But have heart, and believe.
I do not decieve.
Nor have any tricks up my sleeve.

It is true, the rumor.
Yes, that is my answer.
I am leaving, for something better.
A place, full of splendour.

It may be so, but I shed my tears.
A friendship, vanished after all these years.
But, working towards our careers.
We live between boundaries, in our own frontiers.

It is time to leave.
But have heart, and believe.
Just stop being naive.
Snap out of your grief, and percieve.

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Cheers!