Sorry.

I have, in fact thought about this for a while.

Majority wins.

Well, that's what happened for the 'Raoul' part in class drama.

To all critics and John, I give my sincerest apologies.

It's just so hurting to see people fuming over something they don't like.

Me, to be exact.

To John, for being an excellent leader and a 'Great Wall of China' face.

To those who support(ed) me.

And to those who hate me.

Sorry.

Why?

After seeing your blog post, I cried.

Of laughter.

You already have one, must you hurt him so?

Wish you can not make it so obvious.

You're hurting me too, by the way.

We were talking over our troubles.

He just couldn't seem to stabilise himself.

We were on the same boat.

But you turned from fisherman to Christopher Colombus!

We feel happy for you, but don't try to control a fleet!

Well, especially if part of it are what we want to hold on to.

You have more than I've ever wished in that aspect.

Leave some for us.

Please?

Happy 14th birthday!

We face many obstacles in life.

So isn't it time you take a rest away from the hectic life?

---HAPPY BIRTHDAY CECELIA!!!!!---

May you enjoy this prosperous day, and smile always. =)

Cheers! ^^

Life

Life?

Life is hopeless...

Life is just boring...

Life sucks!!!

But the most frequent one goes to:

Life doesn't go the way I want...

So, what is life actually?

Life is an adventure.

We don't live for a big goal.

We live to move the never-ending boulders obstructing our path.

Gaining knowledge, power and courage doing so. 

In life, the most countered obstacles are mostly small ones.

Take this as an example:

"This morning, I woke up, only to find my toothpaste missing. Not knowing what to do, I screamed the house down, till my mother came walking, used to such hot-temperedness. Getting what I wanted, I finished off everything, and went to school. During English period, I forgot to bring my textbook. I felt my eyes begin to water, and it came. Nobody bothered me, instead, they laughed! The teacher even sentenced me to a period's detention in the diciplinary room. Oh, how I wanted to kill that teacher... Next was recess. I went to the canteen, and I saw my favorite bowl of laksa. It was the last bowl! I went there, and it was snatched! I was so angry, I punched him in the face. The soup splattered all over him, and he had to be hospitalized. Well, I don't care, but I couldn't get my soup... I was sent to the diciplinary room again, and my parents came to school. I was suspended from school, and my girlfriend dumped me for being such a jerk..."

And there you have it. One of the most annoying people in the world.

But that's not the important part. 

Look at how he reacted to some situations.

Yes, that is overreacting, but the obstacles he faced! So small, and yet he thinks the sky is falling!

By trying to hit the boulder instead to devise a plan to move it aside, he hurt his hands and legs by doing so.

Have you ever thought of that?

This mentality made the person who experienced the previous incidents think that life 'sucks'.

So life is just about moving boulders aside?

Well, boredom would have killed us by then.

No, we don't just do that, we also have fun!

Playing computer games, reading a novel, or simply just resting, is a form of lesiure or fun.

So remember, especially to those textbook-worms:

'All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy'

'Arrgh! I can't move the boulder aside!'

Liverpool's motto has just answered your problem.

'YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE'

What are we without friends?

We are an island.

'No man is an island'

'We are archipelagos, ready to survive the storm'

Remember, other than parents, friends are your only companion.

Friends are the only ones that you can talk to without any hesitation.

Friends are the only ones you can talk to without any worries.

Good friends are rubbish bins, ready to open up for any garbage you're going to throw in.

Bad friends are...

Remember, anything worse that best friends are just nothing.

Don't waste time on them.

Now here comed the topic you've always been waiting for:

Love.

While destroying obstacles, you may find one or two wine bottles on the road.

Puppy love works the same way.

You drink it, and you become happy, and eventually get drunk.

Later, you won't even notice a boulder rolling down the hill.

But love, oh love is different.

Love is finding a partner to lean on, and to be with you for ther rest of your life.

To marry, get kids, and make sure they continue your tradition of destroying boulders.

There are many more things in life, but it is not easy to say them all.

So, I shall finish off life's definition in one strong word.

One word, that can accurately mean life.

'Experience'

My Classmates...

Since I have nothing to do, I'd might as well write my opinions about all my fellow classmates...

Ready?

Here we go!

Alicia Ng Chui Ling: Short... Being English Wakil, I keep getting frustrated by her for homework...

Angeline Shak Tze Yung: Pimply. A day younger than me. Anything else?

Chen Shu Yi: Former school mate. Quiet, but can be loud if required.

Cheong Chai Hoong: Thepa's BFF. Was sitting beside me in form 1 since May 13. Absolutely hot tempered, but other girls call her cute...?

Chia Yi Lin: Another member of the short association.

Chin Wai Leng: Errm, she's the exact opposite of Yi Lin. Loves to be bossy. Favorite word: POOH!

Ching Qian Hui: Pleasant girl. We don't talk very much at all...

Choo Ee Lain: Now this girl can project! One could use her as an amplifier.

Choon Yap Min: Carries herself elegantly. Though evil, my cousin thinks she looks like a serial killer. Plays tennis.

Cecelia Chow Yan Yee: Ohh, this would mean an endless string of words (you know what I mean...). In a nutshell, smart and pretty. Has thousands of admirers.

Chua Sue Yi: (speechless)

Gun Hui Li: Goes crazy when she talks to Thepa and the gang.

Hew Eun Yee: Unrecognized till she got 2nd in the class. A most dilligent girl, I'll say.

Koh Song Ning: Call her Michelle. Loves to dress up.

Lee Chia: La Carlotta! Croak... Goes to Lorna Whiston Study Centre.

Lee Mei Chee: English freak. Quite nice actually.

Lian Zi Ning: Our class PKT. Dethroned after John was the more popular. Needless to say, she's a nice girl.

Lim Yin Yin: Our class songbird. Sings like an angel. Looks like an angel? O.o

Low Weng Hei: Nerdy. Likes John, not me. :)

Neoh Jing Yi: (nothing)

Tee Yen Qi: Errm, black?

Teh Ee Cheng: Possibly the only girl in class that knows how to decipher the Rubik's Cube.

Teoh Wan Yi: John forced me to say she's the third most beautiful girl in class. May rethink that though... Seems to smile at me each time we meet?

Thepa Anne: And the most unglam award goes to... Oh, such a no-brainer...

Chan Shen Fa: (dunno)

Chong Han Khai: Would die for Jacklyn. Has already died for Cik Ngan...

Daryl Loh Zhen Zhe: Polluted by Jin Hong. Poor guy...

Khoo Teng Hoong: Loves the Rubik's cube. DotA freak too.

Koay Le Nian: Undeniably dark. Quite an athelete.

Lee Jing Xian: Another DotA freak. Always asked for advice from John, usually to defeat me.

Lee Ming Zhao: Our dear Choral Speaking conductor. Plump, but a hit with the girls.

Lee Tien Sern: See him without a Rubik's cube, and I'll pay you a dollar.

Leong Jun Wei: Oh Sue Ann! Oh Sue Ann! Where art thou?

Ler Wei Han: Being a prefect seemed to have a big impact on him. He's definitely more bossy now, which makes me worried.

Lim Jay Vern: Smart, witty, handsome, macho, wealthy, chick magnet, charismatic, cool, calm, collected, helpful...

Lim Wei Keith: Diam diam ubi berisi. Our Geography Wakil.

Liu Jun Haw: Oh, how he conceals his wisdom... Same kindergarden as Jun Wei, and same primary school as Cecelia...?

Loo Junn Yong: Steams when he sees Thepa. Not a good idea.

Ng Tian Yi: The assistant class joker. Loves to make his point, and never fails to entertain people. XD

Ong Siong Guan: Seriously, why do you hate me so?????

Ong Zhong Fei: Cheerful, and a mathematics freak. Makes a good friend.

Phang Jin Hong: Unglam. His only contribution to the class is a speck of dirt on our name.

Tan Jin Kang: He does look like Gondar, does he? Smart, especially in History.

Tan Jun Jie: The natural Florence Nightingale. In other words, he's widely eaten.

Tan Wei Jin: Could exchange my computer set for a brain like his. How does he spend his life???

Wong Chun Yew: Quiet, but okay...

John Yeo Chun Huay: Enough said.

Yong Song Zhe: Wushu Senpai. His blog virus bugs me... Hope it's fixed.

...and I'm glad to call (most of them) my buddies! :)

同班同学

Haha, just love this song!!! :)

同班同学-Golf & Mike

G:放學之後回家路上 我們一起打賭吧 看誰能先追到她

G:要先說什麼(要寫情書嗎?) 去打電話好嗎 決定我得先輸她爸爸(??!!not sure about it)

M:第一時間衝到食堂 想為她買份早餐 放在她座位上

M:能坐在她隔壁 最快樂的事情 什麼條件都不跟你換

G:喔 那個女孩 畢業之後會變成什麼樣

G:燙了頭髮 換了新裝 還有沒有那可愛的模樣

M:喔 那個女孩 你也一定偷偷地愛過她

M:同班同學 誰能正是那她選的人(誰能近水樓台先得月?)

M:第一時間衝到食堂 想為她買份早餐 放在她座位上

M:能坐在她隔壁 最快樂的事情 什麼條件都不跟你換

M:喔 那個女孩 畢業之後會變成什麼樣

M:燙了頭髮 換了新裝 還有沒有那可愛的模樣

G:喔 那個女孩 你也一定偷偷地愛過她

G:同班同學 誰能正是那她選的人(誰能近水樓台先得月?)

M:未來太遙遠 我們都太天真以為就是永遠 喔

G:過去追不回 我們的17(?)歲 耶

G:喔 那個女孩 畢業之後會變成什麼樣

M:燙了頭髮 換了新裝 還有沒有那可愛的模樣

G&M:喔 那個女孩 原來我們都曾經愛過她

G&M:同班同學 誰也不能追回的歲月

G&M:同班同學 誰也不能追回的歲月

But just where can I get it? O.o

School Drama

As I type this post in the cold hotel room, I think of the drama competition that shall begin in July.

Everywhere I walked, words of drama scripts and characters were ringing in the air.

The Phantom of the Opera.

The obvious candidate for drama.

I do believe that every class has (or shall) chosen that particular story.

Erik...

Raoul...

Christine...

The three main characters.

Christine's role has been confirmed, with the presence of Cecelia.

Now...

John and I have been fighting over the 'Raoul' role.

But sadly, the final decision goes to John, with power in his grasp.

I may have to be Erik...

Truth to be told,

I would prefer to be Monsieur Firmin.

Never have I liked being the bad guy. :)

I'd have to prepare for the worst.

Meanwhile, I'll just stay in this cold darkness, with only the computer as my partner...